and its 2010..

.. blogging again...oh not again...I just come up with the idea to write something when I read a friend blog, more over, my highschool buddy's Q suddenly urging me to write a post.

my last post was 20080918
and right now, it was 20100306.

thats why I give this post title of : and its 2010..

It was 534 days from my last post to today.
Or 1 year, 5 months, 16 days excluding the day of my last post. ( or alternatively 46,137,600 seconds
768,960 minutes
12,816 hours
76 weeks (rounded down))

So many thingss...many things happen..its a lesson of life. Happiness, sadness, that really almost make half of the adult and step to maturedness, thought I got during these time. Thank God, I am still bless with all the things I have now, and maybe will have to let go some..so that I don't lose the other thing that really valuable to my journey of life.

I began to understand the meaning of life..love, destiny, faith and people are just weak and we do need faith to keep us STRONG.

Whenever I feel down, now I hold to my faith, people really change and sometime if we do sin, that sin will lead us to be fond of our faith and with God will and our own will, we will be the new good person.

I am reading the La Tahzan book now ( Don't Be Sad) and it really GOOD.


I'm blogging

Greeting myself hello again..it have been a long time I didn't do blog, currently I'm in my loveliest hometown, Sabah..!!
Came back for eid-mubarak..Hari raya..
Then its time to gather together with families, meeting my old friends..
but ever since I'm in Sabah, I havent announce my arrival..haha ( macam apala pula..announce arrival kunun)
I'm coming back for a short period, but for sure I always love my hometown, I come back with great hope..I'm looking my self in the future as a successful person..proud to be one of my family member-thinking of going futher for my doctorate, but then I decided I must make something successful that really gonna make myself proud of my own effort, make valuable jobs and important thing, make money first with my own effort..
I am a girl who wants to be succesful on my own feet, and independent girl that has to be lovely of course..


Just a pieces of heart echoe...

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there is love that grows and there is love that grows cold.

We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reason. Love will always be as it always has been silent, mysterious and deeply profound.
Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies only to be disillusioned in the end when we find ourselves empty and longing. We mistakenly look at love as a need to be fulfilled. But it is only a gift given to us. We shouldn’t hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decided to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when it’s time to say goodbye.

We fall in love with someone; we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything we want it to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn’t, then we should never let ourselves taken by it.

For life should not end where heartaches begin.
There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the things we wanted to stay forever. Let us not waive our hands with a heavy heart. For love will set its wings free and find a place where it belongs.

-this post I cut from my Friendster blog (not active anymore).


Here again

Been busy and quite these few moments..hehe
I've been watching the film AWAKE..
and it was just a good story..I like the way story presented, and I been crazy for the main actor..Hayden Christensen




Why goods sold in Malaysia is so expensive...??
from car, house, clothes, handphones...??



I love taking photos, and a little bit narcist
The photo above was me, with the most precious things
in my life..Necklace given by the special person in my life..
and i love designing photo.. I am using Adobe Photoshop CS2,
and for designing this photo, just adding some filter- using magnetic tools,
text, blending the text..and here we go...

The photo above also my design..
a bit messy but actually I dun really have the idea with the messy thing...
just trying and I know it doesn't look really good but..ya..just ignore it, I just want to
do some editting, designing with my own idea..

pssst: This photo is copyright of BEEYHONYE.DESIGN
please ask for permission for downloading these photos..


Fashion 10 rules for 2008

Lets share this together, article I read from TIMESONLINE on 10 new fashion rules for 2008.

1. Ankle straps foreshorten the leg. But only if the ankle strap is the width of a belt, slices horizontally across your ankle and is worn over bare legs or clashing tights. However, is this really so much worse than wearing a shoe that falls off every time you have to negotiate a stair? The right strap – sitting slightly below the ankle – can help define an ankle. Besides, if you wear them with toning tights, cankle problem solved.

2. All things in moderation. Yawn. In 2008, one item in your outfit should be utterly immoderate: huge ring, stonking platform,deafening pop of colour, vast cuffs. Enough superlatives for you?

3. Every woman needs a white shirt. Wrong. Only women who look good in a white shirt need one. Some look better in white T-shirts.

4. Women over 50 can’t wear their hair long. They can if their hair is still shiny and fabulous. File in bin along with the rule about blonde being more flattering as you age – not on everyone it isn’t.

5. Kate Moss and Nicole Kidman are style icons. Ergo even when they look dodgy, they must be right. Wrong. Kate Moss and Nicole Kidman are human and, as 2007 proved, fallible. Trust your instincts on this. And can we agree that the words style, fashion and icon should never again be used in the same paragraph?

6. You can’t go wrong with a trench coat. Actually, you can. Epaulettes, flaps and lots of buttons swamp some women. Just because it's a classic, it doesn’t mean it’s right for you.

7. Black and navy blue will never do. Another one from the Ark, although I think periwinkle was the hot shade then. Black and navy can look very chic – black tights and certainly black patent shoes toughen up a navy outfit and stop it looking like a uniform.

8. High heels lengthen the legs. True, obviously. But while high is good, higher isn’t always better. When a short woman teeters on stilts, bottom and bosoms set off at weird angles, making her resemble a spiral staircase, the issue of whether her legs have technically become longer is irrelevant.

9. No miniskirts over 40. More superannuated diktats from the age police. If you’ve got them (and they still look fabulous), flaunt them, but probably best to draw the line at the lower thigh.

10. Don’t wear the same trend twice. Utter twaddle. Trends come round so fast now that would preclude almost everything we have come to recognise as clothing

Fashion are like rules, that has to be follow, but don't be a fashion victim. Our instinct, heart and mind that should decide what rules we should we get in..hohoho
ohhh..hahaha Finally I'm in mood of blogging again..




I haven't blogging for how many day..??
these fews days just a hectic time and more, I don't have the mood for blogging

I just wanna put my playlist in imeem, its a DUSUN song actually, by Jestie Alexius..one of the talented Dusun singer from Tambunan..

The title is Tambalut ku
means my friends . . i will upload more songs, and try to upload and translate the lyrics too...